Dudley was only 2 1/2 when he went to rainbow bridge. He was like another arm to me. He followed me everywhere I went. I never knew how much I could love a dog until I got him. He was so loving. I was nervous about getting an American bulldog but once I got him we formed such a bond. I'm lost still everyday without him. He wasn't only a dog but like my child. I don't have any kids so he was it. He suddenly got sick on a Sunday and I spend thousands of dollars and went to numerous vets and nobody knew what was wrong with him. Making the decision of letting him go was the worse decision I've ever had to make. He was sick for a week. One week he's fine and the next he's gone. I cry whenever I see an American bulldog. I can't wrap my head around it. I miss you so much much my dud. No dog can ever fill the hole in my heart. Mommy loves you baby boy!